Hang in there. It must be very hard on you, I’m sure your partner understand. The best way if for you to be encourage, motivate and recover. U are also an priority after all these! Breast feeding is the hardest at the start, it would get better.
To me it is absolutely fine not to breastfeed. It will be good if you can, but it is alright if you can’t. It won’t do you any good if u r stressed over it.
Try seeing a lactation consultant to check if baby is latching correctly, i had the same issue of sore nipples, bled n cracked
It's okay just follow what u wish to do. Formula milk can be good too. Don't stress urself mama. Happy mommy happy baby.
Rest more now. Can bf later when u feep better.
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