8 weeks pregnant.

I believe that being pregnant ni rezeki. Ada yang susah nak dapat anak and I know that I need to be grateful for this. Kena kuat, kena sabar tahan alahan, doa banyak banyak minta dipermudahkan. Saya cuba je jaga baik baik kandungan ni semampu saya sbb saya happy diberikan rezeki dengan cara ni. But still there are those days that I feel like I can’t survive this. All this loya mual, lesu, muntah, sakit badan, puasa, mixed feelings, I still need time to accept this new changes. Banyak kali sampai nangis sebab rasa penat hadap hari2 but I always read pregnant ni kena positive, happy takleh sedih and all that. But I’m still a human. Kuat mana pun cuba, bila datang rasa lembik and lemah tu jatuh terduduk juga. Don’t be mad at me for having such feelings and thoughts. Just doakan saya terus kuat. Thank you. Edited: Replying to all mommies punya comments, thank you for all the kind words, supports and doa. Terharu baca. InshaAllah saya terus kuat demi si comel ❤️ To mommies that had it worse than me, saya doakan mommies dipermudahkan urusan sepanjang pregnant ni dan dikurniakan rezeki anak2 yang baik ❤️