loose hope

I hate my pregnancy life, I'm easily got too emotional and always cry a lot .. I'm not strong enough to go through it . My hubs always thought that I can be like his only female friend that are not clingy, strong and independent. He keeps compared me with her. How can i be like other person. I wanted to be like other person and copy paste their lifestyle just to make my hubs happy. I don't want to be so much independent and neglect him. I have my own career, savings, jobs and ambition. Anyway I loose hope