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I don't say I am maniac just because I am plying myself while my son is latching. Kasi po kung maniac man lang din ako di sana bugbug sarado na ang pepe ko. Nung kami pa ng father ng baby ko almost 4 years din kami nun at mabibilang lang sa daliri ko kung ilng beses kami nag sex. Then the rest we do sex videocall through messenger bcuz taga USA xa. Nung nabuntis ako never never ako nakipagtalik sa iba kahit na may ang taas ng libido ko, kinaya ko po yun mga mumsh. Sinilang ko ang baby ko na napaka malinis at walang semen na kumapit sa ulo at balat niya. Hindi ko po ginahasa ang baby ko nag eenjoy lang ako sa tuwing mag latching siya. Hindi namam siguro masama mag masturbate, parang mas masama pa kung makipag talik ng sino-sino o basta2 sa mga lalaki para lang maibsan ang libog. Kaya po wag kayong judgemental, parang kasalanan ko pa ata mag paka toto at humingi ng explanation. Pero salamat nalang din kasi alam ko sa sarili ko clean ako at I never get f*** to anyone since I left his father. The end.

Mommy, I know we are not supposed to judge for this. Kudos for having the will and courage to exclusively breast feed your baby. You made the best choice for him. But in this case, it is best to seek for medical help, it may sound not normal for everyone else but it is possible that you are getting a sense of "happiness" when your baby latches. Specially now, you have no husband/partner to support you in this difficult time. Breastfeeding releases happy hormones which helps you produce more milk. Praying that all your questions will be answered soon. Godbless!

It's the porn videos... Are u addicted to watching porn already? You cannot resolve that on your own... You need help mommy... Especially help from God... Help from counselors and church families who can help u out... You can find support group, try CCF (Christ Commission fellowship) .. ( i'm sorry to mention name of church ) but i heard lots of their testimony struggling with the same problem... And now they found peace and are set free from pornography...

OMG! NOT NORMAL SIS. I am EBF din po to my baby pero kahit isang beses nor kahit isang segundo hindi pumasok sa isip ko yan and i never felt that way. Ayaw ko po sabihin toh kasi advocate ako ng BF, Kaso lang mamsh kung ganyan ang effect sayo ng pagpapaBF mo siguro itigil mo na lang ang pagpapaBF mo sa baby mo kasi kawawa baby mo sa ginagawa mo eh.

It's not normal, just want to drop my sentiments maybe you need to see a psychiatrist or you need some treatment because you might be suffering from your mental illness. I'm not saying you're insane but please see a doctor it might affect your relationship between your child. Be a good mother and a responsible parent.

Not normal sis. I'm ftm and efb my baby girl pero never ko naisip ang ganyan since day 1 ng pagbbreastfeed ko nun, ang focus ko makapagproduce ng madaming milk para lumaki si baby. Better to use pump nalang kung ganyan nangyayari sayo. Just a piece of advice, and seek consultation. God bless!

"Nursing mothers may get turned on, too. Sexual arousal during breastfeeding is a common and confusing side effect. Many women enjoy breast stimulation in their sex lives far before they ever have a baby, and erogenous zones don't simply stop feeling good when touched."

Not normal. Pacheck up ka na. Its the porn videos kaya ka nagkakaganyan. Walang nadudulot na mabuti ang panonood ng porn. Have self respect and respeto din sa anak mo. Jusko sanggol pa lang yan ganyan na ginagawa mo.

Am trying my very best.. I'm thinking to cut breastfeeding my son since he is now 1.. I just hope and pray his tummy can tolerate cow's milk since he has G6PD. I highly appreciated your own opinions and concerns, thank you.

Nagpapabreastfeed din po ako pero never ko naisip yan. Mas nasasaktan pa nga ako pag dinedede nya ko e. Need nyo po patingin sa psychiatrist, baka di mo mapigilan sarili mo. Kawawa si baby at kawawa din kayo.