Weird

I EBF my LO, to be honest from the very first time he sucked my nipples I kinda liking it and made me arouse. It's good that his father was there to help me with my inside greed, but I didn't tell him about it about that "thing". Until the day we broke up, I remained strong and set my whole life and attention to my son. Everytime I breastfeed my son, I can't stop thinking about sex. Sometimes while am breastfeeding him am playing my clit, sometimes I masturbate after breastfeeding him. But I am not holding my son's penis. I just watch porn videos just to satisfy my inside greed. Is this natural? Am I the only one having this kind of guilt or weirdness..? Honestly am trying my best not to think about sex. What would be the best way to solve this...? Please help me..

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Mommy, I know we are not supposed to judge for this. Kudos for having the will and courage to exclusively breast feed your baby. You made the best choice for him. But in this case, it is best to seek for medical help, it may sound not normal for everyone else but it is possible that you are getting a sense of "happiness" when your baby latches. Specially now, you have no husband/partner to support you in this difficult time. Breastfeeding releases happy hormones which helps you produce more milk. Praying that all your questions will be answered soon. Godbless!

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