Just to rant.
I am very piss off with my husband. I told him I want a philips blender for LO so is easier to prepare LO food. He say "use those normal pot to steam can already what. My auntie told to cook porridge like this like that." Then I reply "I want to cook it another way. I am the one preparing not your auntie" Then he say auntie this auntie that.
I piss off and say "what your auntie mean to you, whatever she say you listen". He reply " only got logic then I listen not logic I nv care" then I so piss off and look away and he start to poss off too. He say "don't go around the Merri go round. What you want to say just say it now. Rising his voice when we are at Swenson eating dinner. LO was crying and I have to attend to him. He say keep on rising his voice and say "I am so piss off with you always go around the circle to say something. What you want to say just say it!" Then I say I will say it now" I don't give a fuck to what your auntie think. " I nv listen to my own family opinions so I won't listen to his family opinions too. He nv listen to my family opinions also what, he think he knows it all. Then he keep being very angry like crazy man. Just to calm him down I say "if anything I say wrong I say sorry to you and stop acting this way,LO is crying" He nv reply . After eating LO cry so loud, and he refused to let me carry him and say he wants LO to learn to sleep in stroller. Don't every time cry I carry him, I am spoiling him. And LO keep crying and crying, I keep assuring LO but he just want me to carry. My idiot husband just keep pushing the stroller and let him smooth himself. My LO is only 6 months.
In car, I ask him why he rise his voice in the restaurant he then start to be piss and shout in car when LO there too.He shout so loud that LO keep crying non stop. I hug LO to saying him. And my husband say" all is because of you! Now he only want to sleep when you hug. You buy so expensive stroller he is not even sleeping inside. If you want him to be pamper and spoil then go ahead and protect him to the max. Next time let him wear skirt!" I remain silent because I really nothing to say to him and I really hate him a lot. I didn't want to talk to him at all. Just remain this way and leave me and my son alone. I am a sahm, so I will do whatever I want at home and he just bring the money back and shut the fuck up. I will ignore whatever he say or do. My heart already die. My son is my everything. He can go be his family dog and do whatever they says.