Share ko lang mga mumsh
Last December 2018, I found out I was pregnant. My parents was insisting us to get married on 2019, but that didn't happened until now because me and my partner decided na mas paghandaan na lang muna pagdating ni baby. Another reason was my kuya and his girlfriend told us last March 2019 na they're planning to get married on July. Nashookt kami lahat. Hindi naman buntis si ate girl. Para kasing 'di pinagisipan masyado kasi biglaan. Or siguro nagmamadali na kasi 27 na si ate girl kuya ko is 24 lang. Actually, nagkabalikan sila December or November ata after 4-5 years of break up? And kakabreak lang ng kuya ko non sa Gf niya na kawork niya tapos biglang sila na. Tapos biglang papakasal na sila. Sobrang bilis. I have a feeling talaga na yung pakikitungo niya sakin is may something parang fake. Nung buntis ako, nagsumbong kuya ko sa mother namin bakit daw di ko pinansin si ate girl, and I was like? Wtf. I wasn't in the mood that time, I'm still pregnant that time. Di ba enough na tiningnan naman kita and I nodded to you? U want beso pa? After that, mga shared posts ko sa fb feeling niya siya, so si kuya ichachat agad si mother namin. Like wtf, bakit 'di nila ako tanungin directly kung may problema sila sakin! So yun, naresolve naman ang issue na yon. Recently lang, another eksena naman. Mag bbirthday kuya ko. Ate girl messaged our two younger sibling, asking them to come over to their place 'cause she was planning a birthday surprise for kuya. That time my sister was with me, so ako nagtataka ako bakit 'di ako invited? Kasi Hindi naman tlga ako namemetion. At wala rin siya private message sakin. Kapatid din ako 'di ba? Pero yung ex lip ko (friend nila) invited. Sa isip ko, ah kaya 'di kami iniinvite kasi yun gustong mksama. Nakakasama ng loob. So, while celebration was happening, ate girl keeps on uploading pictures of my siblings (including my kuya). I was so frustrated and mad. My instinct was telling me na sinasadja ni ate girl yun for some reason, to envy me or what. Parang she was proving something. You know the feeling mumsh? What if hindi ko pala kasama yung sister ko nung niyaya niya, magugulat na lang ako makita ko nalang sa fb nag upload siya pictures ng siblings ko. 'Di ba ako belong? To my frustration, nagcomment ako sa post. "Happy birthday na lang, di kami invited e" Si ate girl bigla nagchat, na kaya di daw kami ininvite kasi last week nagkaroon ng misunderstanding yung isang sibling ko and yung lip ko pero okay na sila ngayon e naguusap na sila. So I didn't see that as a valid reason. I'm still mad. She told me she was going to send me some food she prepared for the celebration but I refused to accept it. I told her walang kakaen. Kasi ako lang din naman magisa sa bahay. So when I posted something on fb that night she blocked me! HAHAHAHA Inunfriend ko na din muna kuya ko para wala na sila masabi baka mamaya angkinin na naman posts ko kahit di para sakanya. And after she blocked me she's now posting something about pakikisama. (Nalaman ko kasi yung sibling ko told me about that) I thought settled na and tapos na issue after she blocked me but no, she was starting something pa rin. PS. SHE'S NOW PREGNANT PPS. Tuwang tuwa siya sa baby ko before nung may get together kami ng family, I told her wag mong paglilihihan yan, (my Tita added, "oonga kawawa ang baby pag pinaglihian") bigla banaman sabi Kay baby, " ay Bawal pala tayo magusap, sige tsaka na lang baby Bawal pala" Di ko alam kung matatawa ako o maiinis e ? PPPS. Okay lang kampihan siya ni kuya, expected na yun dahil siya ang asawa. โ
