Pieces of me, I still miss.

Dah 4 tahun I bergelar isteri dan 3 tahun sebagai ibu. Honestly, I really miss my old version. The one yang boleh keluar dengan kawan2, happy2 gelak sampai tak ingat dunia, bebas explore bandar KL dengan jalan kaki, plan short trip last minute ke negeri lain, and try extreme or adventurous things tanpa fikir banyak. Not saying I'm regret getting married or having kids at all. Don't get me wrong. Cuma I tak expect bila dah ada tanggungjawab besar ni, automatically banyak benda yang dulu I boleh buat, sekarang dah susah nak buat. Faktor paling besar sebab ada anak kecil, susah nak bawa ke mana2. Kadang2 I feel kalau dapat me-time dengan husband pun dah cukup, keluar dating berdua kejap, atau check in just the two of us, macam rasa honeymoon balik. I really miss that. Lepas kahwin, husband limitkan circle kawan sampai I literally have zero social life sekarang. Hidup 24/7 dengan anak. Ada jugak husband bawa jalan, but only once in a while. I’m happy with my current life as a wife and mother, but deep down I still miss the way I used to enjoy things when I was single. Harapnya bila anak2 dah besar nanti, I dapat balik buat benda2 yang I suka. Maybe rasa sunyi ni muncul sebab dah lama I rasa suami cuma nampak I as a wife and a mother, not really as his best friend anymore. Kalau dapat at least one or two friends to meet once in a while pun, honestly, that would mean a lot. Maybe it’s just been too long I rasa lonely… so yeah, this is just my little confession. Tq for reading. Love u all strong mothers. ❤️ RinduDiriYangDulu. #SilentStruggles #UnspokenFeelings #ConfessionOfAWife #LonelyButGrateful #PiecesOfMe

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saya yang baru setahun jdi wife n ada newborn 2 bulan pon da rindu diri yg lama😭🥹 baru kahwin sebulan da pregnant, tak lama tu resign sbb qalahan. tgok gmbr lama rasa rindu nak hang out, nak keje. bila da ada baby ni takut pulak nak kemana mana. skrg me time saya dpt mandi lama lama pon jdi la🤌🏻 hopefully we will get our pink and bounce back

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2mo ago

I feel you sis, seriously. I pun dari start first baby lahir sampai sekarang, selalu sangat tengok balik old pictures, gambar time kerja, keluar dengan kawan2. Sampai dah jadi habit 😭 i’ll just sit and stare at those memories, rindu sangat that old version of me. Sometimes it feels like life sekarang too routine, anak, rumah, suami. And yes, i’m grateful, but deep down ada kosong jugak. Bila i nampak gambar lama, terus rasa “that was me once” and sometimes i wonder bila boleh rasa macam tu balik. Honestly, that loneliness memang kuat, even bila suami ada sekali pun. So i really get you, sis. Kita sama2 rindu diri lama kita and I hope sama2 we both get our sparks balik and bounce back as you said. 💛Thankyou for the words sis. Muah ❤️

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