Last night i have some arguments with my family. Feeling so down so i decide to call my husband at Perak. Never expect from just small talks about my feelings it turn out big issues. He become mad at me and he said i am the one who trouble with people around me. That night he claim me make him so stress and he just end our conversation by telling me that he will just call his mom to make he feel calm better than me. It makes me cry so hard. In one night i feel so burdened with my family and husband. However, after cry i get back my strength to stand and face all this mess for my baby. I pray and ask Allah to give me strength in becoming a stronger mom for my baby. This morning my husband ask for my forgiveness for what happen. He admit his fault for not hearing my sadness. I just read his message and keep crying while driving to work. I don’t know. I just want to live by myself. I don’t need anyone. I give up. I may happy with myself.