Yes, feelings like these keep coming up every now and then. You know how it is with our mood and days. Some days, you feel good, pumped up, happy and there are days you feel sad and de-motivated. Same way, some days you are one doting mother, doing everything to the T, and some days, you just be and let things be the way they are. Mothers after all are humans and as humans we do get tired, bored and lousy and lazy at times. That is all perfect, I guess.