I want to kill myself

Read first please, sorry for the sad story. Today gusto kong mag pakamatay. Pagod na ako sa life. Dati sobrang happy ako then my boyfriend cheated on me with his ex GF lets called them Marc and Valerie. Wala pa kaming baby ni marc nun and ginawa ko lahat ng paraan para mahalin ule ako ni marc. Laging na iisip ni marc na under-appreciated sya sakin dahil tingin nya wala akong ginawa para sa relationship namin but still gumagawa at ng paraan. I give him all my first kiss and everything kaya ako buntis ngayun he was my first bf. Lagi nya akong minumura sa chat and sa personal in public. But still I love him so much. Sa umpisa gusto ako ng family ni marc but then nalaman nila na buntis ako they rejected me and hindi sila na niniwala na I'm pregnant tingin nila joke lng yun. Sa family ko naman isa akong kahihiyan para sa kanila at binigyan ko lng sila ng alagain na baby. At hindi ko makakalimutan lahat ng masamang sinabi sakin ni valerie. Kasi nag chat sya sakin at sinabi nyang nag sex sila ni marc. Sobrang sakit ng loob ko. Kaya today gusto kong mamatay, mag pakamatay. Feeling ko walang nag mamahal sakin at sa baby ko. Kahit si Lord hindi kami mahal. Sorry alam kong happy post lng dapat dto pero sobrang bigat na kasi.

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I once tried to commit suicide. I was young and vulnerable to pain. But with all my might and support system and GOD. EVERYTHING CHANGED. I AM A LOT STRONGER NOW. You know, dati kapag heartbroken ako, I will rush to church, or magkukulong ako sa kwarto, magmakakaawa ako kay God to listen to me. And I hope you do the same. When people are down, nagiging cliché yung sabihin ng iba na "MAGPRAY KA", but you know it WORKS. Prayers work in a way na hindi mo naiintindihan kung bakit gumagaan nalang loob mo lalo kung araw araw mong ginagawa. Whatever you are going thru right now, remember that it has an end. Your situation frustrations and pain will end without you needing to end your life. Iyak ka lang sa Kanya. Kausapin mo lang Siya and pray for peace. God gives the hardest battles to His strongest soldier. :) You will not end up in sadness and misery. Ngayon lang yan. God has the best plans for us. Kailangan lang natin humingi ng guidance. :)) STAY STRONG!!

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Home Just Mums read first please sorry sad story today gusto kong mag pakamatay pagod na