feel sad

I'm pregnant 11weeks 2days.. I Susah nak nafas.. Is it normal.. This whole day I tell my husband Tapi dia buat tak tahu only.. So finally I call Emak I.. My mum cakap that's normal no need to worry.. But after I hang up the call husband saya marah I why u call Emak u... I Ada Kat Sini Tapi u tak cakap dgn I.. But told him many times. Dia cakap I acting.. I feel so sad.. Mana Ada kita acting.. Dia marah I bukan -bukan... I Muntah Ada bunyi kuat pun marah I... Apa I perlu buat... I'm doing my part as a wife.. Doing hse work.. Cooking.. Take care of my daughter but still he scolding me.. I feel so sad.. Really feel alone.. ??? I'm in tears.. Sorry mummy's.. I write too long ready