How do you feel when you know you're pregnant for the first time?

It happen last month..I am super happy but 2 second after, dr said miscarriages. So..i dont know what i feel. 🙂 but last week i check again, suddenly i have a double line, check again at the clinic, but bcoz of my miscarriage last month, dr ask to wait for another week and use clearblue digital to check. If positive then, need to go to the clinic again. So, my feelings is everywhere now. #1sttimemama