2nd Pregnancy after a loss at 23+3

Currently for this 2nd pregnancy, finally i hv reached the day which i afraid the most. The horified day in my whole life when i lost my baby boy at 23weeks + 3days. That particular unexplained feeling keep on circulating in my mind. Feel so disturbed yet try to be calm as i can feel my baby moving inside me. He soothes me as if he knew im quite worried. Dear upcoming 25weeks, pls be smooth and safe. I want hold this baby on my arm and see that happiness on my husband's face. He went through a lot because of me. I could not see teary eyes on him anymore. Pls god. Pls. Dont give that pain once again. Its unbearable. I pray that no one shall go through a loss of fully formed baby in their life. May my angel boy rest in peace. Amma know u r the one coming back in this pregnancy. Im sorry for losing you last time. Im sorry as i could not even hug u last time. I love you. You are always my first baby.