Parents?????

Bakit po may mga magulang na kayang pabayaan Ang kanilang anak? I could still remember how I beg my mother to still support my studies. I was in 3rd year college taking up accountancy when she told me she couldn't support me anymore. It's not because Wala pung source of income Ang parents ko but they choose to engaged in their vices :( Para akung binuhosan ng malamig na tubig ,parang lahat Ng pangarap ko nagunaw. But I continue my studies. Yes I graduated and the moment I walk in the isle I remember how many meals I skipped, my friends who helped and never doubted me, of course God who never left me. Every night I cried because I know that tomorrow is no assurance if I could survive. But I did. Before I graduated, I was able to have a small business- a boutique. That was my source of income were I paid my tuition, paid some of the debts of my parents and supports my sister's studies too. All I was thinking is how to help my family specially financially. Nag focus ako sa work and 40% Ng sahud ko NASA kanila. Until I got pregnant this December. Naubos Ang savings dahil sa pandemic so I started again for my baby this time. Samin ko Pina stay si mama since Yung sahud Niya is only 200/day and gusto ko din siyang makasama. I gived birth and naubos lahat Ng savings for hospital. So nagtitipid kami and Hindi nako nakapagbibigay Ng pera sa kanya. Pero Wala siyang ginagastus sa bahay. Ngayun gusto niyang umuwi sa province namin, thinking na one month palang c baby ko and busy din Ang lip sa business. I beg for her to stay again and letting her know na mas mabuting dumito siya since kasya Lang pambayad Ng utang Ang income ni papa. Her next move was unbelievable, she told our neighbors na inaapi ko siya. Everyday she keeps on murmuring how pity she is and how she's eager to go home. How could a mother destroy her own child? Leave for her happiness and let her child suffer. I always told myself to never seek for a parent care but I couldn't stand to forget my parent. She thinks I'm the one who could pay all her debts , debts na ginastus nila sa vices nila, Hindi para smin Ng sister ko. I was told to be free from my parent and keep my income for myself. Hindi daw obligated Ang anak bayaran Ang utang Ng magulang. Now I am thinking na pauwiin na si mama,.but Alam Kung mas maghihirap Lang sila. Throwback: I asked my mom bakit Niya nagawang iwan ako, she replied iniwan siya ng papa ko , Ng suffer siya so dapat mag suffer din ako 💔 Tomorrow morning I still give her money then we're okay na 😂 Pati Yung lip Hindi Niya lubos maisip na gnyan ang mama ko. Akala niya sinisiraan ko Lang parent ko. Wala pung anak na sisiraan Ang magulang nila. Please any advice.. That would be a great help ☺️