Single Parent

Yesterday, when I went to church I was so happy. Coz its been awhile kasi di ako maklabas when i was in my 1st trimester then now that Im at my second tri nakalabas na ko. So yun na nga, when i got there pagkaupo ko pa lang naiyak na ko agad as in, iyak habang nagdadasal. Im asking God to forgive me sa lahat ng pagkukulang ko bilang anak sa parents ko and as anak nya mismo. I asked him to remove all the pain the im going through, Im just asking to help me for being a good mom and a good health for my twins. When I was there i realized everything. Now that i became a mom, now I know what is the meaning of sacrifice. Kaya ko pala i give up ung mga bagay na akala ko hndi ko kaya. Knowing that Im a single mom, kinakabahan ako. Kaya ko kaya? Well, kakayanin ko for my twins. Kahit wala na silang dad. And you know what, my mom told me that no matter what happen wag mong hahayaang magtanim ng galit yung anak mo sa daddy nila, di man kayo nagkatuluyan ang importante alam nila na mahal mo ang daddy nila. knowing my ex I know he love us, pero may mga bagay na hindi pa pwede. If you'll going to ask me if im mad at him? Yes of course. Kasi sya lang yung minahal ko ng sobra at alam kong mahal nya ko. Knowing na okay sya ngayon then ako nasa recovery pa lahat ng nagyre , im trying to be strong. Now I can say , God blessed me wt my twins, god gave me a new life to restart my life again. Thank you for my mama, na never akong pinabayaan. To my ex , thank you for everything , thank you for giving me this kiddos, now all i have for you is love, love in another aspect and respect. I'm dedicating my life and love to my twins. ❤ To all the single parent out there, we can do this! ??