Sakit Meroyan/mental condition after childbirth

Is there any of you get 'sakit meroyan' during confinement? in other word means a mental condition after childbirth, or postpartum depression. Well i dont actually believe at it before but when you actually did, the world doenst seem bright as before. You will be suprised about how easy you can be emotional even its such a small things. 1) i stressed a lot 2) i dont know how to hold my baby and breast feed him until i ended up feeding him with formula. 3) My whole body bloated and swollen until people cant even recognise me. i feel ashamed and ugly and fat. 4) Doesnt get full support from husband. 5) I WISH I HAD A GOOD MOTHER IN LAW WHO KNOWS HOW TO HANDLE A BABY WITHOUT GIVING HIM A WATER AFTER FEW HOURS OF SEEING THE WORLD. DOESNT IT SOUND RIDICULOUS TO YOU GUYS? yes she actually did.