I want to kill myself

Read first please, sorry for the sad story. Today gusto kong mag pakamatay. Pagod na ako sa life. Dati sobrang happy ako then my boyfriend cheated on me with his ex GF lets called them Marc and Valerie. Wala pa kaming baby ni marc nun and ginawa ko lahat ng paraan para mahalin ule ako ni marc. Laging na iisip ni marc na under-appreciated sya sakin dahil tingin nya wala akong ginawa para sa relationship namin but still gumagawa at ng paraan. I give him all my first kiss and everything kaya ako buntis ngayun he was my first bf. Lagi nya akong minumura sa chat and sa personal in public. But still I love him so much. Sa umpisa gusto ako ng family ni marc but then nalaman nila na buntis ako they rejected me and hindi sila na niniwala na I'm pregnant tingin nila joke lng yun. Sa family ko naman isa akong kahihiyan para sa kanila at binigyan ko lng sila ng alagain na baby. At hindi ko makakalimutan lahat ng masamang sinabi sakin ni valerie. Kasi nag chat sya sakin at sinabi nyang nag sex sila ni marc. Sobrang sakit ng loob ko. Kaya today gusto kong mamatay, mag pakamatay. Feeling ko walang nag mamahal sakin at sa baby ko. Kahit si Lord hindi kami mahal. Sorry alam kong happy post lng dapat dto pero sobrang bigat na kasi.

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Nobody loves the life growing in your tummy? I don't think so. You already love it but you just don't realize it yet because you're hurting at the moment. It's understandable for you to feel hopeless and focus on self-pity but you know what? Everything will come to pass. As someone with no child of her own, I am only here in this community because I recently had a nephew and I want to understand him and learn how to take care of him. Believe me, you are one so lucky because you're going to be a mother. Forget Marc because any child does not deserve a man like that for a father. It's your job from now on to take care of yourself and the life inside you. Remember that even if you're at your lowest point right now, everything is going to be alright eventually, and just focus on that. The fact that you are in this community is saying a lot about you. You're going to ba a great mother. Live your life just one day at a time, Mama.

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Home Just Mums read first please sorry sad story today gusto kong mag pakamatay pagod na