If your helper is here before you go back to work, you can observe her for a period of time and see how she takes care of baby:) it’s natural to feel anxious about such things but there are helpers that are very good too. If it comes to a point where you’re so worried that you cannot focus on working, then you and your husband might want to discuss either of you stopping work to take care of baby. Either way, it’s a big decision. Hope everything goes well ❤️