Pa-Rant lang mommies!?

This might take long, please bear with me.? This will be my very first time to rant here, sobrang stressed na po kasi ako right now and I don't know what to do. Just a week ago I invested sa isang company which is all you have to do is watch videos and you'll get paid. Pag mas malaki yung account mo, mas malaki yung babalik sayong pera. My cousin joined first and nakuha niya na half ng investment niya so I thought it was a legit paying company. At dahil sa kagustuhan ko na marevolve yung savings ko ng mas malaki, I and my partner took the risk. We were about to get half of our money back the other day pero biglang nagsystem error na. And until now walang update yung company. We invested almost 30k for those accounts. I know there's no one but blame but me/ourselves. Pero sobrang sakit at nakakalungkot lang on our part kasi samin pa natapat na kung kelan makukuha na namin yung pera namin saka pa nawala yung comapany.? I hope you won't bash me guys. Kahapon ko pa gusto umiyak pero di ko magawa kasi ayoko ipakita sa partner ko how devastated I am kasi ayoko na malungkot din siya lalo. Savings namin yon para kay baby and two months nalang lalabas na siya. Hindi ko na alam kung anong pwede kong gawin para kumita lalo na't buntis ako and hindi ako makalabas dahil sa pandemic.? Please pray for me?? I badly need it right now mommies. Sobrang nadedepress ako ngayon.?