Just wanna share

Hi mga momsh, I will just hide my identity here. In 3weeks and few days time from now, I am going to give birth to my baby girl. I don't know why I don't feel the excitement anymore. It's more on anxiety and fear. But, of course I love my baby more than anyone and anything. I just can't share this to my husband. He is also dealing with his own issues. I understand his situations. I just don't know how to share this with him. I got my latest checked up last Oct. 17, and I was 1cm dilated. Haha I just don't know what and how to feel.