2nd Chance

Mahirap pala mag bigay ng 2nd chance lalong lalo na sa taong mahal mo ng subra, i trusted him ? %, i believe in him so much.. But he cheated on me with his feelings after he met his ex again with their daughter.. He told me that his ex is his true love, destiny, forever.. But now we are still together bcos we have 1 month old baby, he did that to me when i was 8 months pregnant and he is really interested to left us just to go back to his ex but his ex has a boyfriend, he wanted me to wait 1month cos he said he need to think what is the best he can do for his daughters, but the truth is he wanted me to wait because he is waiting for his ex decision if babalikan ba sya ng ex nya o nd.. Dhil kung hindi mag iistay sya samin ng anak ko. Now we are still together, he is so sweet again on me after what he did and bcos he saw his daughter already in me, Im still trying my best to forget everything what he said to me, what he did to me, but sometimes remember it and it hurts me so much, i don't know if his i love yous, i miss yous, that he is happy to be with us, that he is happy with me.. All his sweet words become questionable for me if its true or real or because he just pity me and my daughter that's why he is still with us or he is just afraid to be alone????????

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I know what it feels like mommy. Sobrang wala na talaga akong tiwala sa BF ko dahil sa mga kasinungalingan nya sakin. But still kami parin and 39weeks pregnant na ako. Hindi ko tinatanggal yung karapatan nyang maging tatay at itama lahat ng kagaguhan nyang ginawa. I don't know why pero iniisip ko na someday mag hihiwalay rin talaga kami, because wala na talaga yung tiwala ko ehh. Nag papanggap na lng talaga ako na naniniwala sa kanya. Hinahanda ko na lng sarili ko pag nanyari yun dapat maging strong ako para sa anak ko and financially stable. Lalo kong pinag titibay yung samahan namin ng magulang ko. Para kung someday piliin nyang maging broken family kami atleast anak ko mararamdaman nya yung buong family sa magulang ko.

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