suicidal
Just a little bit of drama im 20 yrs old preggy with a little boy ? I just want some help.. Or advice Elementary palang ako suicidal person na ko,pero lagi kong nakakaya that's why im still alive ? baket ako naging suicidal? I dont have any friends to talk to, my parents were too busy, i just have myself to lean on. I always think that maybe im a cursed child or what. No one can appreciate me,and biruin mo wala na nga akong friends, adopted na nga ako, napaka sakitin ko pa, halos lahat ng organs ko me sakit ako, most of them are inborn. time flies so fast and nakilala ko yung kalive in partner ko, he's good,kind but he doesn't appreciate me, he's not the type of guy na showy, he's the first person na nagcomfort saken. And eto na nga simula nung naging preggy ako madalas i feel worthless, naiiyak nalang ako lagi kase hirap na hirap na ko, habang lumalaki yung baby sa tyan ko mas lalo ako nahihirapan huminga, i just feel na gusto ko ng mawala but i cant kase may daladala akong baby, so my question is, nagiging suicidal nanaman ba ko? Or its just normal kase preggy? sabi kase ng iba normal lang na parang nadedepressed ka while pregnant. Ps: hindi ako pumupunta ng psychiatrist bcoz of takot akong malaman na depress talaga ko or baka may saket ako sa utak ? Sana may makapansin :)
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