I'm feeling awful. I'm such a lousy mother. I snap at my son all the time even though i love him to bits! I lose my temper with both my kids. I wished i had more patience. My mental condition is NOT me. How can i ever explain that to anyone? My best is not enough.

i also.. i snap at my son cause he keep saying that he want to go neighbour house to play but how to let him, already after 10pm.. hence i snap and broke my TV LCD screen.. it doesnt help at all when i also just divorced with exhub.. having to raise 2 kids myself now..