Support System Gone

Hi. I think I need another perspective or a little encouragement from fellow moms. I’m a FTM. I don’t have support system. My family/relative, nagkaroon kami (me and my partner) ng issue sa kanila before kaya medyo nagkaroon na ng crack sa relationship. I’m so close before sa mga pinsan ko pero ngayon, I don’t want to engage with them that much. My friends are busy because of most of them ay busy sa family nilang sarili then some of them, busy sa career. I’m not really friendly din naman because I’m so introvert. My partner is the only person I have right now and busy rin sya sa work. Nasa bahay lang ako since I stopped working ever since I got pregnant. Pakiramdam ko sobrang layo ko na sa mga tao pero part of me is also scared to interact with them kasi feeling ko they’re talking behind my back. I don’t know what to do. I’m 5 mos pregnant. Gusto ko na lumabas si baby so that I have someone na kasama. I feel lonely pero at the same time mas peaceful naman. Siguro nalungkot lang ako sa mga lost relationships. And I feel like I don’t have support system.