Ovethinking.. 🤯🤯🤯

Hello! I just need to share this to vent. My partner and I are currently in a not so long distance relationship. Kailangan ko magstay with my parents sa province kasi I'm 38 weeks pregnant while he's in Taguig working his ass off. We're not married, pero he's supporting me naman financially..no major problems when it comes to financial support (i guess). Before magChristmas nagpaalam sya sa akin na uuwi sila ng Aurora ng kapatid nya para doon magcelebrate. I agreed kasi hindi naman yung palagi. When he got there things started to go south.. madalang sya magupdate kasi mahina "daw" ang signal doon at walang wifi since bundok. I said ok, important is may message from him at least once or twice a day. After Christmas.. naging super needy ako. Sanay kasi ako na lagi kami nagvivideo call and stuff. He never sent pictures btw or posts anything sa socmed which is very him naman. I always let him know of what im doing pero Mas naging madalang ang responses nya,I felt like something is odd so i asked him if he's still in Aurora he said yes at New year pa ang balik nya. So naisip ko baka mahina lang talaga reception. Medyo naiinip kasi ako sa paglabas ni baby kaya lagi ko sinasabihan partner ko at lagi ko syang gustong kausap nga. Tonight.. I came across his profile sa socmed to look at his old photos lang. I accidentally clicked a profile of his college friend..who lives in manila. Apparently, my partner is with them. Parang way ni universe un to confirm my gut feel.. Hindi ko alam anong motive at need nya magsinungaling so I asked him.. pero no reply pa. I just needed to vent kasi its a big WHY for me. Masyado ko ba sya naoobliga because of my pregnancy kaya he needed some time for himself without me knowing? Is he cheating? Questions like that are playing in my head.. Im still waiting for his response. Please dont be so quick to judge gusto ko lang ilabas sama ng loob ko kasi ayaw ko maapektuhan si baby ko sa loob. 😔 Thank you for reading my post. Your insights are welcome and very much appreciated as well.