I love my lo!! but sometimes I feel that I am trapped & couldn't wait to escape from him.. he doesn't sleep much during the day (15-30mins), and I have to guard around him to coax him back to sleep.. is it normal to feel this way? I am feel so guilty, and convince that I'm lacking maternal instinct,, feeling lousy as a mother m..

Same here! In fact after CL left i had prob coaxing him to sleep. i injure my wrist becos of prolonged carrying of the baby. Invest in a ringsling or baby carrier. when u carry bb at home try to sit down whenever u can. lie on the sofa n also rest while u are carrying him. Tats wat I did cos i dun haf the luxury to sleep for 3 straight hours! Jiayou!!