No you're not sick, you just need to be understood and feel loved.. Just always think of the brighter side of your life and trust God along the way, pray pray pray lang if you feel the evil is in your head again.. Try to talk more with people who loves and understands you.. Go to church and love yourself more. You are worth it.
You can try to call these numbers po. They can help you. Healthcare professionals po makakausap nio.