Maybe I should not have had a kid?

To be honest I think everyone at some point feels like that even if they don't want to admit it. I felt like that it's my first child and I had no family of my own to help me. My husband and I were fighting over our daughter and we were hardly seeing each other and everything had changed so for a second I felt like that but u come back to your senses and think this child didn't ask to be born so we need to take care of them and love them. No matter how we feel. I hope this can help you I wish I had someone tell me and help me through it too