A mother's confession for choosing to abort or not (take time to read)

T'was a hell decision i made, i want my child to feel the love and to see the wonderful world but my bf doesnt want to, i love him but i love my baby more than my life, but there are some instances and circumstances that cannot do some progress. So i chose to abort my child but when that time comes i will pray for him/her everyday telling him/her how much i love him/her, i know there is a lot of moms here to shout at me, scolding me, telling bad words throwing in me, a lot of judgements coming through, families and neighbours who are very furious and judgement all the way in, asking for god's guidance and wisdom to conquer this obstacles and struggles, i know that God will understand my reason and God knows how much i love my baby, i will pray for you always and taking care of you here in my tummy is the best experience i've ever had, you are wonderful and very strong baby, i loveyou always, praying is the best key for forgiveness. Please forgive me for i have sin, i will always remember you my eldest baby, you are my panganay ehh, even if i dont know your gender i feel you are girl so i will name you angel because you will remain in my heart and in my mind, iloveyou my beautiful angel coming from above, my love for you is unconditional if i had a time travel i will switch my life into a wonderful family and a wonderful world that no one will judge you, us, bcoz being s teenage mom w/o a parents guidance is a hard choice, i will miss you baby ko, my angel, my princess. Iloveyou.

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I dont know what to say, All I can say is sana mapatawad ka ng Diyos at ng baby mo. Hnd namn nya kasalanan na ikaw at bf mo ang naging parents nya. Too bad, Naniniwala kasi ako na since day1 may buhay na sila. Khit sabihin mong sperm at egg cell palang sila. Siguro kulang ka lang sa pagmamahal at aruga ng pamilya lalo sa gabay ng Panginoon. Wala naman mahirap kungvmagtitiwala ka sknya. Naisio ko tuloy bigla ung mga mahihirap na nakatira sa ilalim ng tulay,khit hirap buhay nila still pinili nilang ikeep ang anak nila. I hope na bigyan ka pa ng baby in the future ni God. Hoping na sana ikeep mo baby mo.

Magbasa pa
4y ago

Opo hahaha na sa tummy ko pa din po, di ko po talaga kaya mawala si baby, mahal na mahal ko po siya, kung mawawala siya sakin mas mabuting parehas na lang kaming mawala, kesa sa isya mawala ung sakit bilang ina nanatili at nanunuot sa puso at isipan ko ang sakit nadadanasin ng anak ko