Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

let me share with you something. today i did one of the worst things ever. i was about to post it here. i screamed at my 3 year old and 1 year old baby. my 3 year old hid in a corner and didn't dare come out. i lost it and said to my baby that i hated him and i called him a swine and asshole. i feel really bad about it as well. everyday i wake up saying i must not lose my temper the kids are innocent and yet i still lose it. it's hard and othersay not understand. but i feel you. speaking of which, i feel like I'm the worst mom ever, how could i say such a thing. haiz. sorry if i didn't help.