Regret

Naisip ko din yan before when I first heard my mom cry. The most painful cry I never expected I'd hear from her because of me. Nung nakita ko, narinig ko sya, isa lang naisip ko, the most sinful sin of all. Pero ung hubby ko. He made me strong. Tsaka ing parents ko. After naman nila ako bonggang bonggang pagalitan. Saka di ko rin maatim na ilaglag kasi sobrang natatakot din akong gantihan ako ni Lord. Na baka sa susunod na humiling ako for a baby, di na nya ibigay. I have never ever taken bad meds just to get rid of the blessing. Naisip ko lang. Tinuloy ko si baby. And I now have a very beautiful baby boy. And I was thankful to God kasi di nya ako pinabayaan na makinig sa sarili kong desisyon. I have my whole family supporting me after scolding me big time. Akala ko itatakwil nila ako. I have a very very strict family kasi. Lalong lalo na ung lola ko na kahit di naman nya kilala basta nagp-PDA sa labas ng tindahan namin, pinapagalitan nya. As for you,sis. I may not know how painful you're going thru. But always trust in God. I know na-commit mo na. But God always hear. Nakikinig Sya palagi. Tinitignan Nya tayo palagi. Just repent. Confess to Him. Have that one moment in silence just so you can talk to Him. Magkwentuhan kayo. He will forgive. Napatawad na nga Nya tayo before man tayo magkasala. Pero repent, sis.