married but feeling like a single mom
So I'm married now since 2013 nd we have 3 kids together but I feel like a single mom I must do everything myslf even thou right now we having a lock down in south africa due to the virus I really thought I wud have help but I'm told by my husband that he is on leave its his time to rest when he normally goes to work once he gets home his on his phone or playing on the playstation or watching movies I can ask him just to check on the two girls he will tell me no or I ask him just to watch the baby he will play with her when he feels like it even it's just to hold her or his always not feeling well dec last year I fell from the stairs nd injured my back he didnt want to help me he rather complained instead he fights with me so much I feel like he has been abusing me verbally and emotionally I've tried to speak to him about it but he says it's not I'm just lazy nd not understanding but i do so much make sure there is clean cloths and they ironed see to the kids bath them and dress them myslf his parents have seen his attitude but they doing nothing about this I feel so lost and dont know where to turn now I need advise please There is no use in going to the police either he listens to no one he is always right
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