mental illness issues

saye ada anxiety and depression since 1 tahun lepas, and now under treatment, benti keje sebab dah tak boleh cope dgn workload, sebab depression, pastu terus kawen, nak jadi citer, terus pregnant, memang tak jangka, and now, 3 months dah, but still tak boleh terima pregnant. I need support, that's all 😢