hmm naging ldr din kami ng ex ko.
nung nabuntis ako I went home to my parents para may katulong ako throughout my pregnancy. Nothing beats the comfort of your home nga Diba?
Then I noticed ako lang lagi nag effort to chat or call him. Ako lagi nauuna.
Few times late ako nagigising and when I checked my phone walang message kahit isa. Pag nag message ako saka lang siya mag reply. Then sinubukan ko wag mag message or call at all, gusto ko siya mauna but it took him 1week to send me a simple "hi" then I realized that he never really asked how I am, rarely asked about my pregnancy, when I send him pictures of my ultrasound he doesn't care, like ignore niya lang as if I wasn't waiting for him to ask me how's my check up? or something. He doesn't have a job so I never asked him for financial support but I helped him find a job. When he finally manages to get back on track with his financial issues the first thing he tells me is he'll get his car fixed. Yes I was so disappointed. I have told him how much money I need for my monthly check ups and meds that my salary is almost not enough, nung sinabi ko yun he didn't ask anything at all he shrugged my wailing, I didn't ask him for money that time gusto ko lang icomfort niya ko, but he never did, I thought when he finally has the means to help me financially he'll offer to help without me asking him for anything. 6 months in my pregnancy he never went to see me. My family has been asking about him, when will they meet him. When I found out he resigned from his job after I tried my best helping him with it I completely lost hope. I finally broke up with him. I know a child without a father will be difficult for my baby but a person like him who doesn't know how to take responsibility doesn't deserve to be a father. I refuse to suffer alone while he continues to be satisfied with what he has. He wanted me to live with him after childbirth, he wants me to work while he stays at home? The audacity. Someday I hope my child will understand why I chose this path. Me and my family will do our best so he doesn't have to look for his dad.
Magbasa pa
