Needed to rant

regarding the watery milk, not sure if you are talking about foremilk, which may look abit more watery compare to hindmilk that looks "creamier". both are still provides baby w the nutrients they need. you can do some reading or check w lactation consultant if you have concerns regarding your mum being able to pacifer your baby better, im sure i would feel the jealousy of my mum and who knows, maybe even anger cos i may feel deprived of my chance to be a mum hands on myself. and i think it is great to he able acknowledge even the so call bad feelings and not sweep it under the carpet, trying to "force" ourselves to feel the gratitude. if your mum's ability to pacifer the baby leads you to feel useless and helpless, then let's explore how we can build up the skills in this area. is it how we carry baby? or maybe we are feeling really nervous internally due to lacking confidence and baby pick up that through feel hence we unable to stop baby from crying we have time to build up our relationship w our child and baby stage is just the initial period. there are so many more years to go. jia you! btw, mummy, if you are too overwhelmed w mummies duties or too tired, then also dun push yourself too much. self care and self love for the mummy goes a long way