Nak up balik semangat

Hi mums, I muda lagi, but bf I umur lagi muda 9 tahun Dari I, I balik seberang Dari semenanjung untuk bagitau fam dah preg about 6m, now 8m, last Aug my bf jumpa orang baru he decide utk dump I and choose the other women which is career than me obviously kami x sama agama, but he and her is same religious, I tengah sarat preg, but he choose to let me feel like I'm not his jodoh, the girl so pretty, lately for about 3 weeks kesihatan merosot sebab dpt Tau dia dgn gf baru dia happy, at the same time dia x tinggalkan saya tapi buat saya rasa macam sampah