RANT

Hi mummy, Just want to rant and find a place to talk "or else maybe i will go insane soon. I married to my husband 4 years ago. Having a 2 years old baby at home, I m a SAHM so husband is the breadwinner. The only problem is their family rule and those "Stupid and Kepor" relatives. His family rule is 1. I cant talk bad things even like "oh i m so badluck today, i forget to bring wallet" badluck is a no no words for them. Or "please dont drive if u r sleepy,later will get accident how". Accident is no no words. N also many other words. ( too many words so i just give 2 samples here) 2. I only can wear colourful clothes. Esp must ve those flower design. Black,grey,dark colour is a "no no" colour. I ve been scolded many times until now i only dare to wear red,pink,yellow if going out with them 3. His parents are too obey/ care other peoples opinion esp his relatives. So i must follow and bullied by all his relatives. Sometimes i feel that his relatives is too unreasonable, like when i bring my daughter to their home, and my daughter keep crying, they will blame on me that i m the one who causing my child to become like this(scare when seeing stranger). I didnt educate or teach my child properly. But as I know, my daughter only cry each time meet them (husband's relatives). When i bring my daughter to see my friends/relatives, they all like her so much as my daughter is a very sweet girl. She let them carry and even play happily with them all One thing that make me heartbreak is his relatives never treat my daughter good, the very last time when i visited his stupid relatives, i found out my daugher had a long scar at her right hand and even i can see the fresh blood. I dont know how they force to carry or touch her but what i know is I HATE them so much. I feel so helpless, what should i do now. Talk to my husband is useless.