Just ranting

Hello mummies I’m sorry for being annoying but today I went to the gynae and he says I have mild high blood and diabetes. And yet my husband says he’s actually not worried because I do not and the doctor is just prescribing me for prevention? Hello? And the first thing he says before this is ‘it’s my first child I won’t be so unlucky? Hello how about me? Prevention? The doctor clearly says I have mild blood pressure and I might have fits and it would be dangerous if I don’t get it controlled. And he’s being so insensitive about it? Sometimes I wonder if he really cares me? Really bawled my eyes out sometimes because of him his words are so uncaring and not helpful at all. He would throw verbal insults at me even thou he don’t raise his fist at me. I’m tired of his ways and thought of leaving so many times. But I’m pregnant with my first child I don’t know if I’m able to cope. Because of my pregnancy Im unsuitable for work, as I’m in my 24th week. And also I don’t Wan my child to grow up in a broken family. That’s why I bit my tongue and continue with it. Really in a dilemma.