Sharing of my journey
Hi mommies. No questions, just a sharing of the event that happened to me recently. Masa bulan Jan sy dpt tau pregnant sehari lepas birthday, masa tu perasaam bercampur baur (terkejut dan happy) tapi kami bersyukur sbb itu adalah hadiah birthday yg berharga. Bermula perjalanan sbg ibu mengandung dgn morning sickness dan perut cramp. It was a memorable yet scary journey for me sbb first pregnancy. Banyak kerisauan sbb ilmu masi kurang tapi sy dpt byk ilmu di sni dgn baca sharing2 mommies yg lain😊 So scan di klinik doktor confirm sy pregnant cuma blm npk yolk sac dlm kantung sbb masi awal so kena suruh scan in 2 weeks. Datang scan balik doktor suspek ectopic pregnancy sbb keadaan kantung tetap sama tiada perubahan jadi kena refer emergency O&G. Masa ni mmg risau lepas tu mood down sdh. I went to emergency to check by tvs, doctor confirkam bkn ectopic tapi ada dua kemungkinan:- kandungan tdk menjadi / kiraan minggu yg salah. Fast forward to Feb, I had light bleeding for 8 days and end up miscarried 2 weeks ago. Pengalaman gugur ni memberi trauma kpd sy dan membuatkan sy takut utk mencuba balik. Sepatutnya kandungan masuk 12 minggu dah hari ni tapi dia stop membesar di usia 5 minggu dan jatuh. I am getting better but there are times where I felt so down dan rasa sedih. Ada org ckp *tdk apa cuba lagi balik* tapi sejujurnya sy trauma dgn pengalaman gugur ni. Mcm mana kalau jadi lagi balik keadaan yg sama sekiranya sy mencuba balik. Plus the morning sickness also kinda scared me. Sakit dia hmm boleh tahan juga walaupun kecil saja yg keluar. Syukur husband sangat memahami keadaan sy. Dlm keadaan begini sy bersyukur sangat sbb ada support system yg kuat spt suami. We decided to take time and to not rush having baby until I am fully ready. Itu saja luahan hati sis hehe. Thank you for your time reading my post😊.
Hoping for a child