hi mommies, im in my 26th week of pregnancy and i havent been feeling very happy lately. my partner and i we are doing fine, hes been very great actually. supportive, loving, caring and understanding but i cannot stand that im always by myself at home while hes working. ive been feeling so alone, anxious, hopeless and very very sad. i cant turn to my family because i left them for being abusive. i cant turn to friends because i dont have that many friends that i trust. what can i do to make myself feel better? it has gotten so bad that there was once i even thought to myself, "i dont want this baby" and i feel so bad for thinking that. is there anything i can do? im so worried and helpless...