Need advice, is this PPD?

Hello mommies, I'm a eCS and 1st time mom, I gave birth last June. CS delivery was emergency due to baby's disposition and no labor pains kasi ako. After I gave birth, my husband was 200% there for me and our baby. He's doing and giving his best for us but to my surprise, I find myself falling out of love from him. Nandun yung puro pangit na sakanya ang nakikita ko. I question myself why did I marry him? Nakuha ako sa tyaga, 2x ko na sya binasted but sinagot ko sya on the 3rd aattempt sobrang i dont find him enough for us, for me. Di sya tapos ng pag aaral kaya ang hirap hirap for him to find a job. Most of the time ako ang mas madiskarte kaya sguro naiistress ako lalo this pandemic, sobrang unstable kami financially. Worst, I am thinking about someone from my past, na paano kaya if sya ang naging asawa ko at ama ng anak ko. I know it's very bad to think and do. Pero yun tlaga naeexperience ko til now na going 4 months na si baby. I want it to go away. I don't know what to do mga my i feel so guilty sa husband ko. Anyone who cares to advise me please? No to bash po thankyou and God bless #1stimemom #theasianparentph #firstbaby #advicepls #breasfeedingmom #plsRespectmyPost

Anonymous

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same tayo momy ng narramdaman ngaun 1month old palang si bby ko cs din ako last aug.. walang araw na hindi ako nabubusit sa knya.naiisip ko para nagkamali ako ng pinakasalan, , naiisip ko baka dala lang to ng PP 😭 mas mahirap skin wala ako masandalan nasa iba bansa ako gusto gusto ko na umuwi sobra hirap pala

Magbasa pa

Anonymous

4y ago

ganyan din ako sis nung 1st month. hanggang 2 mos, sobrang galit ako sa asawa ko. tapos ang masama nga eh may naiisip pa akong someone from my past, na sana kako yun ang pinili ko baka mas maganda ang buhay ko with him. yung ganun. wala din ako makausap/mahingan ng advice sis kasi solo lang din kami, di ako maka open up sa friends ko kasi iisa kami ng circle. i even post anonymously kasi takot akong makita ng isa sa mga nakakakilala samin tong post ko. every day im fighting my feelings mommy para sa anak ko. ayoko lumaki syang walang ama. pero deep inside ako yung madaming what ifs and regrets sa sarili ko. sobrang toxic sa pakiramdam kaya super nagdadasal ako na malampasan ko tong pagsubok na to.

Isipin mo lang mommy yung mga happy thoughts nyo, specially yung mga napagdaanan at nalagpasan nyong problema ng magkasama kayo. Nagfafall out of love ka but dont give in. Pray ka kay God na i-clear yung mind mo. Godbless you and your family po 😊

Anonymous

4y ago

thank you so much mommy for replying😭 sana normal pa ako at ang pinagdadaanan ko. nag eeffort talaga ako lately na balikan lahat ng happy memories namin, pinapanood ko yung Save the date and Wedding day namin to remember how much I love him noon. really praying hard I overcome this feelings. at di ko na isipin si someone from the past. thanks again mommy! god bless you and your family too. stay safe and healthy!❤️

Minsan marami talaga tayo what if's sa buhay and 1 thing is for sure, sinusubok tayo sa sitwasyon. Ask yourself, kaya mo ba na wala itong tao na to??? The decision is yours pag nasagot mo na yan. Keep on praying.. 🙂

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Anonymous

4y ago

Kung sya ang nasa sitwasyon mo, how would you feel? Maswerte ka sa kanya momsh at for sure marami mapapa "Sana all" sayo. 🥰

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