Cheer Me Up?

I want you to know that the sadness you are feeling is valid. Your questions are valid. We don't know really the whole story, and perhaps we cannot even say na you have to make ammends or you need to work things out kasi may baby na paparating. In my perspective, I am not a believer of "I have to fight dahil may anak na kami, I need to work things out with my partner for my baby to have a complete family". This is very wrong mindset knowing na you are already disconnected, that leads to being emotionally, mentally and physically disconnected. And having the baby for me is not the way na magwork ang mga bagay2 between the two of you. I hope you both will not take the advantage of that baby, you will work things out dahil gusto niyo, secondary nalang yung baby niyo. Kasi for me, it will look like yung baby pa ang reason it is a half solution, whereas if you will both decide to work things out, it will become a whole solution, bonus na yung anak niyo.. We don't have the right na pangunahan ka po, kasi at the end of the day ikaw at yung partner lang din naman yung mag decision sa relationship niyo. But my suggestions will be, prioritize po muna yung baby niyo, health niyo lalo na meron pong baby, hindi ko sasabahin na wag ka mag isip ng negative thoughts kasi hindi mo naman yan mapipigilan, but I'd rather say, know your priorities po for now, connect with family and friends whom you can lean on and trust, allow other people you love to take care of you and journey with you. There might be no light and happiness as of the moment, but please know it will pass. You will overcome this po, as much as possible talk to someone and vent your feelings po, in a way it will help na maibasan kahit konti yung pain and sadness that you are feeling.