vaping

Hi mga momsh . Pls dont judge me. Gusto ko lang mlaman if theres anyone here na same case. 2months ago nanganak ako. Now experiencing PPD. Ang hirap. Ngayon hinahanap ng katawan ko ang yosi pero breastfed si baby. Im trying to resist pero hindi ko kaya so i switch to vape kase mas safe sa yosi. Im just not sure kung gano since walang studies pa about this. Currently using vape and it helps me relax my mind and not think of hurting myself. Any opinion po about this?