JTR I really hate my husband. We argue about everything. The only thing that's holding me back is the kids. I don't know what to do. We have tried everything on the list and nothing seems to work.

Been there. totally know how you feel. Sometimes we no choice but we have to bite thru for the sake of the kids. You know i come from a broken family. I witness the family fights and massive arguement when i was 15. I was aware of everything. At times, i told myself. won't it be better when they do it at a age when i just don't know anything?

have you tried marriage counseling?