Here we go again…
Jan 10, 2024 OB GYNE (1st checkup) Mactan Doctors Hospital Lapulapu City Hello there, tiny one. That was the day that your dad and I confirmed that you were really there “baking in the oven”. Your mumma was working that day and while I was on bathroom break, I noticed this pink/brownish streak when I wiped. I started to panic and let my manager know about my current situation. I wasn’t sure if I was pregnant yet, maybe it’s just a sign of my menstruation but then again it’s late for a month and 2 weeks now. So she let me go to the clinic and ask for their advice. The staff said I had to go the ER since I told them I had a faint double line in my PT test 2 weeks prior. What happened next was overwhelming for me but eventually, my manager let me go home as I requested, your dad picked me up from the office. I was on the pill before, never missing one dose until I had to get my tooth extracted (around November 2023) and the dentist told me to stop taking the pills for 2 weeks. I had my last period 2nd week of November and then it never visited me again LOL. Maybe my mistake was continuing the last 5 pills left from the pack when I paused taking them yet I have taken more than 5 pregnancy tests before and they always turned out negative. Your dad said “Just to be sure, do not take the pills yet. What if you’re already pregnant? Your period is never late.” And so I never did take one again. The uncertainty though was driving us nuts. Missed period but negative PT result. Craving for sweets but negative PT result. I’m always out of breath but at the same time I have this sudden burst of energy completely out of nowhere. Entirely different experience when I was pregnant with your kuya JJ where I am always sleepy and needy. My mood right now’s ‘giving’ roller coaster ride must be because I’ll be giving birth soon to another GEN Z. You stay right there, alright? Safe and sound in my tummy. Mama is worrying too much lately since I’m having pink/brownish discharges. The doctor says it may be normal but just to be sure, she told me to take this special medicine so you’ll stay snug in there. I’ll fight for you with every strength I have. I look forward to seeing you but not for a long while yet. I love you oh so much! 🤰🫶 EDIT: Jan 12, 2024 TVS Ultrasound Mactan Doctors Hospital Just found out that you are less than 6 weeks old in my belly, no heartbeat yet. Hang in there, my baby. Mommy is doing everything she can to make sure you will be safe.
