I'm feeling awful. I'm such a lousy mother. I snap at my son all the time even though i love him to bits! I lose my temper with both my kids. I wished i had more patience. My mental condition is NOT me. How can i ever explain that to anyone? My best is not enough.

I guess it is common for Mommy to feel that way. I just snap at my daughter yesterday after the n-times she poop on her pants. I know it is not her fault but after so many days of not enough sleep, falling sick myself with no helpers at all. It is hard. However, I am lucky as my husband is a very loving family man who is very involved with the kids. I will just take a breathers by meeting my friends for quick tea over lunch time when my kids are at school or do some artwork that I find it helping to relax my mind. However, do remember you are never a bad Mommy just for losing patience at your kids. You are just a "human" who are a good Mommy that want to provide your child the best but forgetting about your own need. Hugs!!