I'm feeling awful. I'm such a lousy mother. I snap at my son all the time even though i love him to bits! I lose my temper with both my kids. I wished i had more patience. My mental condition is NOT me. How can i ever explain that to anyone? My best is not enough.

I do snap at my hubby and Son sometimes when I'm too tired. Then I leave the room to just have a time out for myself and feel much better.... do remind yourself you are modelling for your Son and if you always lose your temper, he might follow your pattern of behaviour. Use methods like time out for yourself or seek expert help.