Emotional breakdown

Im 9 weeks 6 days preggy. I was recently diagnosed with UTI and possible pa ma IV if continous ang nausea and vomitting. I know na masama para kay baby ang mastress si mommy. Cant help but to cry. Hagulgol talaga ang ferson. I feel like a bad mother. Im trying to help myself naman pero i got this feeling na kailangan ko ilabas lahat. Kinakausap ko na lang si baby. Saying sorry for all the stress and drama that mama are experiencing. Anyone who is currently on this stage o napagdaanan na to? Sending hugs 🫶