Hi mommy! Full time mom here also. No work since i got married then i became pregnant. And due to having a high risk pregnancy, i needed also to have bed rest. My child is now 20 months and still.. I am focused on taking care of her and stuck to our everyday routine. Iβve been claiming i have ppd due to mood swings and mom rage and maybe due to boredom and feeling of worthlessness. Yet last Sunday, i was able to attend the moly mass lead by fr. orbos. He says that happiness is a choice and now i am choosing to be happy everyday. Count your blessings. Look at your children. We are in-control of our own lives. I hope you find your own true happiness also. God bless! https://youtu.be/PMAVDmZj9sc